I had never talked about my church life in my blog, but it played a important role of my life. I come to Emei-tung Baptist Church in 2010 Sep, having some very good friends and sharing many precious times there, we growing together in Jesus Christ and undergo some hard times too.
The 7/4’s youth people fellowship gathering was for graduate students, we have 4 graduate students on that day include me. I was expecting when I heard that there will have a gathering like this, and I prepared a short sharing to share. The content of gathering focused on the four graduate students, we had some game time, and everybody writes the virtue to the students. The last part is sharing and praying, every graduate student had to share some words to the other people. I choose the Romans 15:1-6 to sharing some messages. I’ve experience the verse 1 “we who are strong ought to bear the weaknesses of those without strength and not just please ourselves.” in my Emei times. Many people concerned me when I feel weak. I was appreciated them so much, and hope they can learn our Jesus Christ’s example of perseverance from the scripture. In order to “with one accord we may with one voice glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ” (15:6). I really hope everybody can always abiding with our Lord. This is the deepest desires of mine. The praying time is Mrs. Tai pray for each graduate student. She said in praying that she saw I have the wings from God, and it’s a supernatural power. I’m not sure what these wings are, but I totally thank God.
When the gathering was over, I felt that I want to be alone, to separate from the other brothers. It doesn’t mean that I feel despair or something, but I was just thinking that do I deserve the giving from them? I’m willing to give love but do not used to accept other giving or helping. This is possible from the bad identification of me. Sometime I even think that I do not love myself. But many brothers and sisters say they just try to reveal the love. I think this is important. Because we all have abided to our God, so we can do many things through him. Hope I can really enjoy the truly freedom and joy in Jesus Christ, amen!